Post by Flame on Jul 8, 2015 20:39:14 GMT -5
Story Name: Log From a Crate
Character: Kano Toro
Word Count: 4467
Day X
Darkness, it enveloped the area and for a second there was no difference between eyes open and eyes closed. In fact for the time being there absolutely was none. The fear that brought was all consuming, was he dead? Why could he see nothing? Where was he? What were those sounds? Why were there sounds if he was dead? Wait, why was he even thinking if he was dead. Okay obviously not exactly dead yet, so then he was alive. So why the darkness? Naturally his arms began to move and he felt them press against his temples, another sign that he was alive, but again why the darkness? Shifting he suddenly realized he was pressing his back against something, his feet would not move as far as he wished they would and there was a certain soreness to all of his body parts. Slowly but surely it came back to him, what he was doing here. Why he was here and what exactly was happening to him.
Memories of Ciudadela Queendom and a man named Daisy swirled in his head. Thoughts of returning to his homeland in the North Blue, and then finally locking himself inside a crate and then shipping himself there. That was where he was, in a crate. Based on the vague movements he felt he was likely already over water swaying back and forth with the rocking of the boat. It explained both his lack of an ability to see anything and the reason his legs would not stretch as far as he liked. Obviously these were issues he had not exactly foreseen when doing this. His leg twitched slightly and bumped into something hard, it was not the wall of the boat. Ahh yes, the bentos he had stolen from Daisy. Kano smiled, at least he had that much foresight. Certainly between these two bentos he would be able to last a while longer than he would have otherwise.
Wiggling a little to try and get a little more comfortable he decided something. This darkness was a little too much for him at the moment. He could probably afford to have a little light. Something to brighten his day, his hand moved forward. A finger popped up from it and Kano could feel himself smiling at his 'brilliant idea'. The finger if he could see it would have disappeared from his eyes and instead a small sparkler would have grown out of the finger as if it had always been there. With that, there was light, the insight of the crate's walls greeted him.
His gleaming red eyes looked around its overly comfortable abode staring at its hardened wooden walls. They would not be so hard to break if he wanted to, though he was a little curious whether he had enough room in here to harness the necessary strength to do so. The real question then being if he got out of the crate what would he do from there. Stuck on a boat hopefully heading for the North Blue, maybe they would make him pay fees or something, that would not do. So it was in the end his only option to stay in the crate and wait. How long could a trip like this take anyways? They only had to go from South to North right? Kano did not particularly remember how he got to the South Blue, it was such a long time ago and he was never prone to trying to remember such events.
His stomach grumbled slightly and he looked hungrily at the bentos piled as neatly as they could be in the corner. No, if this was a long journey he would have to hold out a little longer. He needed to truly be starving when he began to access his food reserves. Looking at the wall of the crate for a moment he took a moment to think. Yeah, seemed like a good idea in his head. With his finger still a sparkler he placed it against the wood, it seared the wood immediately. Swinging the finger in a cross he wrote a small X upon the wall. Quickly patting it down so that it would not cinder and light a-fire he smiled to himself before dispelling his sparkler finger. So it begins, day X. The thoughts passed through his head as he drifted harmlessly back to sleep.
Day X+1
Eyes opened again, this time there was a distinct difference from the day before. The sound of voices, footsteps, the like passed around outside. Apparently something was happening, Kano yawned while he was sleeping long he was not sleeping well. He could tell from the soreness which bothered his whole body, the little less tenacity he had for hearing the people outside step and walk around. Hear them talk, he was jealous they were able to feel the openness of the sea breeze. They had much to be thankful for that Kano could not.
Nope, instead he remained as he had been for now who knows how long. And has he once again lit a sparkler finger to hold it in front of his face he stared bored at it. Waving it in front of his face he found that if he moved it fast enough it would make a cool lines in the air. His boredom getting the best of him he did this for a little while. His finger made circles in the air, then figure eights, letters, numbers, anything he could think of to keep him interested. Finally he tried something even more complicated, drawing actual pictures. It required such complex movements that sparks actually ended up flying around the crate. Which forced Kano to stop and then hurriedly try and pat down the cinders before they accidentally set something alight. He was not particularly averse to fire but even Kano saw the reasons not to let that happen.
He sighed, he would not be able to amuse himself with spinning his finger around apparently. Now what would he do, his eyes once again rested on the bento boxes at his feet. Scratching his stomach he felt it grumble slightly, hunger rose from within it burning at his insides. It can't hurt right ... For a moment Kano fought himself in his head before finally giving in. Kano almost laughed to himself as he grabbed the first bento box with one hand, pulling it up he propped it up between his thighs and his chest. Pulling the top off he revealed an assortment of different things. All of which only made his mouth water and his stomach grumble more calling for the food that was now right in front of it.
Only a third ... ok maybe half, yeah half. It only took seconds for him to convince himself he needed to eat a little more. His stomach called upon him to do so and he did. With one hand holding the sparkler to light up the crate and the other hand carefully picking up two rice balls and shoveling them directly into his mouth. Gratefully Kano chewed saying thanks to Daisy in his head for such a wonderful little meal. Whether or not it was due to hunger that it tasted so good did not matter. It was food. He picked up a rolled egg, lifting it above his head he added it to the mush of rice that he had been chewing.
"Mmmmm" Kano could not help but make such a sound. The mixture was so excellent. After wolfing down a few tako sausages as well and what must've been some pickled vegetables he looked at the bento box. It was a little less than half full now. A little greed on his part but that was okay ... probably. Ruefully looking at the bento box now that he had taken what little he could possibly call his fill, Kano sighed grabbing at the bento box's lid before replacing it back upon the box. Placing it gently on the ground he scooted it over to the corner with his foot. He was not about to overturn what was a ... fourth? No, ... third! of his leftover food supply.
Sitting there for a few more seconds he decided there was nothing else to do. So bringing his finger up to the X that he had left he drew a single line next to it. This was one day after day X, however many days day X was. Well at least supposedly this was day one after it, then again what did Kano know he couldn't see outside. His eyes drooped together and after a little trying he pulled himself to sleep once again.
Day X+2
"Uggghhhhhhh" the particularly bad rocking of the boat woke Kano up this time. The sound of other things moving across what he assumed was probably a cargo hold or the deck told him that it was likely a storm. That and of course the pattering of rain that he could hear everywhere around him. Patter, patter, patter, patter .. it was kind of rhythmic. Almost kind of nice Kano's feet began to beat rapidly against the wooden floor of his crate.
Boom-ba-dum Boom-ba-dum, that sound joined the pitter patter of rain. And with an invisible smile Kano rocked back and forth to the beat he was creating. This was a momentary recompense to the fact that he was slowly getting soaked. His clothes slowly gathering the dripping water became heavy and stuck to his body in uncomfortable ways. His thin shirt latched itself to his skin illuminating Kano's more toned figure beneath it. Thankfully he was wearing shorts as it kept his whole leg from being uncomfortable. Only his upper leg and his buttox, which in particular had a piece of cloth which was now soaked riding up it in a way he really wished it wouldn't.
But these thoughts with the sound of music were for the moment forgotten. Keeping his eyes closed he tried to focus solely on the music. Solely on the beats he was making and then he began to hum. Starting softly the sound grew louder and louder. At first in his head and then out loud he drowned out his own body's need to yell exactly how uncomfortable it was. It would surely make him insane if he thought about it all too much. So instead the music in his head distracted him, even thoughts of hunger momentarily disappeared from his head. Everything was perfect, if he could do this he would make ... "Are you sure you heard something?" a voice from outside the box suddenly rang through his little home.
"Yeah, it was definitely coming from in here." Came a second voice, and then now Kano having stopped his stomping and humming listened. Two pairs of footsteps echoed throughout the room. Tense, that explained how Kano was feeling and likewise how the two seamen were feeling as well. Or at least one of the seamen was feeling.
"What are you talking about? There isn't anything here. You are going crazy man." The first voice came out once again. Laughing now and Kano's tensed shoulders relaxed a little. Nothing crazy was going to happen. "You don't know what I heard man ..." it was the second voice much more nervous. "Whatever you say man," there was an odd tone to the first voice this time. Kano did not recognize it as he pressed his ear against the wood. A pair of footsteps could be heard walking away from his position. This could be fun! A great idea popped into Kano's head.
Pulling together the most ghostly voice he could manage Kano began to speak or actually just make sounds "Woooooooo" Then he stopped. "WHAT THE HELL WAS THAT!?!" Kano stifling his laughter made his own sound once again and it was quickly following by screaming and the sound of quickly moving footsteps.
Kano instead broke down into laughter for a few moments quite amused by what he had just done. As time passed his laughter died down and deciding there was nothing better to do, he lit his finger once again and added yet another slash to his wall of slashes. I'll have to remember that for tomorrow ... laughing to himself Kano passed out again.
Day X+3
"-come on now, there is no ..." The sound of a voice in whatever room he was in woke Kano up from his slumber. Kano rising out of his sleeping state suddenly stopped the incessant snoring that had caused the owner of the voice to pause. With no sound filling the void there seemed an obvious absence. But Kano not completely aware of what was going on flickered his eyes open and closed. Though that did nothing to deal with the lack of light in his crate it did in a fashion make him more alert.
"See! What did I tell you. There's a ghost in here." The last part was said in a hushed voice such that Kano could not actually hear it. Instead it came as some garble of sound which Kano of course had no ability to understand. But now vaguely aware that there was likely someone in the room he stopped moving. His breathing slowed as he tried to make the silence convincing enough that they would leave. Hopefully.
The voice seemed nervous this time but it nonetheless returned "There are no such things as ghosts, you're still not right in the head." There was a light thunk which echoed through the room followed by a distinct ow, Kano could only imagine what happened and needed to then stifle a laugh. Pictured in his head was a man whacking the back of the head of another with his hand causing him to stumble forward and declare his pain to the world. Moving his hand he stuck it to his own mouth. "But ... ok then, lets check out these boxes to make sure." It was an uneasy voice, "Go on do it." sounded the second voice clearly unwilling to do the task himself.
Then came the sound of moving boxes, thrown around left and right or just being re-stacked Kano could tell they were coming closer to his own box. With no idea of how close he could only guess by the intensity of the sounds, but dampened by the crate he was in even then he had little to no idea. Suddenly light flooded his crate as the crate beside it was moved away and light came in through his little spy holes. Luckily no face appeared in front of it to see him but Kano's heart was beating fast. His hand pressed against his mouth to keep it from blurting out any sounds that might get him in trouble.
"See? Nothing here." That first voice came again as something once again blocked his light source. "But... but I know what I heard! And you heard it too!" "Bug off, it must've just been some creaking wood don't worry so much about it." Once again the sounds of stuff moving filled the room. It was only then that Kano began to take into account his own needs. His clothing was still wet, even if it had stopped raining it was still wet. The crate he was in apparently wasn't letting out water all too well. An idea came to mind but first he'd have to wait till they left.
Grrrrrr the sound echoed throughout the room. Kano's eyes widening clutched his belly. "WHAT WAS THAT!!?!?" Kano grabbed his belly pleading for it to be quiet when the savior of a voice came once again. "That was my belly, bit louder than I expected. Time to head for the mess." The voice said nonchalantly. Kano held back from letting out a sigh of relief until the two pairs of feet could no longer be heard walking away from his position.
It was then that he took one longing look at the half eaten bento box in the corner and decided that instead he'd deal with his soggy situation. His fingers drier than his clothing all disappeared and where they had been appeared sparklers. He would definitely have to be careful not to set his clothing on fire but this he thought was his best bet for drying off. Holding each hand near to some of his clothing he allowed its massive heat to do the work. Evaporating the water from the clothes he was careful to stop and smother any cinders that might have started to light themselves. Until once again he found himself dry-ish still hungry but then again it would be a state he would likely be in all trip.
Placing the next mark on his day counter he closed his eyes and tried to go back to sleep. To sate his hunger he stole a single rice ball out of the bento and chugged it down. It would sate his stomach's whinings for a moment so he could hopefully return to sleeping. That was his plan, he wasn't hungry when he slept so his best bet was just to try and sleep the trip through. As much sleeping as possible, nothing else would suffice.
Day X+3+N
It had been a few days, Kano's ways to keep himself from getting overly jittery from his situation were slowly winding away. His first bento box was now cleaned, empty, and taking up valuable space in his crate. It was extremely lucky that he apparently was using every resource in his body and did not actually need to excrete any liquids and solids at the moment. Perhaps lucky was not a good enough statement, it was entirely too helpful for a numerous number of reasons that he did not have to relieve himself, that he did not hear nature's calling.
Some innumerable, or more likely a number of slashes that Kano did not care to count were placed on the wall of the crate he was in. While the first few were rather clean there was an obvious progression as the lines became a little more distorted each and every time. It was a function of his now deteriorating state of mind. The amusements of terrifying the paranoid sailor had worn off as he decided to avoid wherever Kano was to no end. None of the other sailors particularly walked around wherever he was so that had quickly disappeared.
While making beats and sounds would work on occasion it really was only when there was a heavy enough rain such that his crate would be getting pattered upon. And while that was nice it was not as often as he might have wished, or might not have wished as being wet was a duly annoying position. The amusements of using his new found firework abilities had also reduced quite a bit. For the sake of staying a stealthy box he could not do anything too crazy though he had been playing with a few things. The major thing he worked on was trying to manipulate the size of his fireworks. Which he could really only do with his sparkler creations for the moment due to them not being explosive in a way that would not destroy his crate.
He had other ideas but they were not for testing in this crate. Which meant his boredom was rising. Ever the temptation of food was something he dealt with, slowly but surely it meant his food stores were starting to disappear. Already on his second bento box he could only afford to eat one piece every other day or so. Even his sleeping was starting to suffer from his discomfort about the situation. Where he used to sleep up to twenty some hours a day to deal with his boredom, that had lately been falling. He soon had to be awake for longer and longer. And from there his true misgivings were starting to occur.
The inability to see the stars, the crampedness of the crate often caused him some level of stress. Made him worry about unhealthy things made him a little paranoid of everything as well. Now and then he had moments of lots of hugging himself and deep breathing, things so unlike him that it in itself felt very odd to do. Today was one of those days, without anything to keep himself afloat the day he instead shook in the crate. His body shivered, he rotated back and forth in his box his mind winding around. The darkness, the everything, it was all starting to poke at his latent claustrophobia issues.
His hands moved forward to grasp his head, It'll be ok ... it'll be ok ... Kano told himself in his head trying his best to keep his cool. Pulling his hood over his head he tightened its grasp around his body. The increased pressure helped, he thought, it felt that way. His heart was beating in his head, loud and constant and fast at that. He pressed his eyelids shut and tried to blur out the thoughts, it did nothing for him. The thoughts blared in his head, he wanted out.
OUT!
Losing to the will his arm flung itself outwards in a punch at the crate. But without the space to make a proper punch it simply bounced off of the crate leaving him with scratches across his knuckles. The pain of it thankfully distracting him from the larger issues pushing through his head. It was not the best reason for distraction but it worked, it kept his mind on something else. Kept his thoughts off of the claustrophobic tendencies that were starting to break him. Carefully blowing on his hand he rocked back and forth. It was not too painful, he had felt worse but the knuckles were a little tender so he had to be careful. Especially with all the festering that could happen stuck in this little box.
Removing his hand he replaced it with a sparkler, while it was disappeared hopefully it would do nothing more. Pulling his shirt up as to not burn it he placed the sparkler on his belly. The heat of the sparkler was nothing to him anyways. And like that he closed his eyes once again and tried to sleep. Forgetting to mark his crate for the next day, though its not like it mattered. He had no idea how many days had passed anyways.
Day ... MAKE IT STOP!
It was, was ... how many days had it been? Kano had been stuck in this unforgiving crate, this damnable crate for what could only be called countless day. Beside him, along the right wall of the crate were innumerable strikes upon it. They were his reckoning of sorts, the last grips of his supposed sanity which stated how long he had been at sea. There was basically one mark for whenever he woke up, so in his mind one strike for each day he had been at sea. Likely, probably, if he wanted to count he'd have likely found at least thirty strikes along the wall, a decidedly large number in is mind.
But this was not why he was going crazy. It was not why right now in the crate for which he had barely enough space to even try to be comfortable Kano was gripping his head and rocking back and forth. It was not why he had resorted to screaming, crying, eating the last of his resources and then eating fireworks which he made from his hand. They did not fulfill his any more than they could as they were both exiting and entering him at the same time. It was the everlasting silence, with nothing but his only voice to control him. The lack of human contact whether it be face to face or even just being able to hear the crewmembers of the ship he was being transported on. None of those seemed to exist anymore, the crew spooked by the odd sounds that came from the storage room at night had decided to just not enter it anymore. It was that darkness, that darkness which he could only avert by creating a sparkler from his finger.
There, that, then and only then would he find some solace as his body was huddled up around the single sparkler creating its own miniature light within his self-confinement. His eyes would stare at it for ages as if it were his last salvation. In this box it was a miracle that Kano had not forced his breakout using his fireworks powers. Perhaps it was that last bit of sanity which kept him from it. Or the thought of doing so was so forgone from his mind as he instead fell deeper into his insanity.
It was around these times that he would scream out. His voice breaking through the crate's walls and ringing about the room he was in. Slowly breaking up more and becoming impossible to understand to those on the ship it would end up be like the wailing of some harpy or something. But for him it was simply a yell from deep within himself LET ME OUT!!!!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!! It would not be a sole occurrence on any given day. No he would do it multiple times a day, giving the room he was in a rather haunted feeling at times. It was at times like this that he was in fact his worse enemy. For it was exactly was him who was keeping people away, it was him who had put himself in this position. Not that he could figure that out now in his advanced state of distress.
This would go on for hours until, finally relenting from a crackingly dry throat and exhaustion from lack of food Kano would stop. His body giving out on him, he would place his hand in his mouth create a bottle rocket and fire it into his mouth. Of course immune to his own explosions he would do nothing but feed himself the materials once again. Then moments later his consciousness would black out. For a few freeing moments he would not be in this crate. For a few freeing moments he would be somewhere else, experiencing something that he could literally only dream of. For those few freeing moments happiness, enjoyment, everything would be his. It was only an irony that it was those few moments which would make him waking up go so much worse. Perhaps this was his punishment for everything he did. He did not know, he did not care, he only wanted it to be over. If there was one for Kano, this was definitely his darkest hour.